Written By: Cherie Muldoon
Gwen
gingerly lifted the lid to the glass-walled snake cage with one hand. It was a
behemoth, 30 gallons and more horizontal space than vertical. When her landlord
had forbidden her from any pets of the furry variety, she'd found a sort of
resentful vindictiveness in spoiling the scaled creature as much as she might.
Unfortunately the size of the tank left the lid wide and awkward, especially
one-handed.
In her
other hand, a small white mouse frantically flailed dainty paws from where it
dangled by a tapered tail pinched between Gwen's thumb and forefinger. Arthur,
the snake, was active today. He was a California King snake, long and slender,
easily the length of Gwen's arm from shoulder to fingertip. Also, unknown to
Gwen, he was a she. It was often
difficult to determine the gender of snakes for novice owners. Arthur left her
hollowed log immediately, slithering over and around the smooth rocks, the warm
white-yellow sheen from the heat lamp sending a shimmering glisten over her
black-and-white banded scales with each sinuous movement. Gwen wondered if
Arthur needed feeding more often.
Lowering
the mouse carefully (no need to cause it more pain than necessary, she
reasoned), she let it drop the last inch or two onto the rock and spun away
quickly. It was an ugly process she couldn't bear to watch. Her footsteps
carried her away, off towards the kitchen. There was a full basket to run
through the wash before she left.
The
mouse landed unceremoniously, the click of tiny nails on the hard surface of
the sunning rock heralding his entrance. Righting itself, it lifted its head,
translucent red eyes staring at the snake in captivation. The snake, in turn,
lifted its slender body, hovering her head near the mouse. The harsh light from
the heat lamp painted stark highlights on the unmoving gaze, impassive glossy
black orbs fixated on the mouse.
It was a
showdown of sorts, to the casual observer, both motionless, both vigilant. What
went unseen, visible only to the eyes of this pair, was the exchange. A
meaningful greeting. From the snake's viewpoint, the creature before her was a
dim, solid blue-white glow in the shape of a mouse. It was solid light, vibrant
against the rest of their surroundings. Once it had righted itself upon the
rock, the light gave off a pulse of brightness, before resuming into the subdued glow. For the
mouse, the snake was much the same, though of course, the solid light was in the
shape of the other creature's lengthy and limbless body.
The
snake lowered her head, dark tongue flickering out, a hair's width from the
mouse's small pink nose. The mouse's nose wiggled at a breakneck speed in
response.
"How long has it been?" The snake queried, a silent exchange, a sort of mental probe, slithering its way into the mind of the mouse.
"How long has it been?" The snake queried, a silent exchange, a sort of mental probe, slithering its way into the mind of the mouse.
"I've
lost count of the years."
"You
always do," the snake snorted, "How long did she keep you in that
box?"
"Three...four
days? She fed me small orange plant matter, I forget the word..."
"Carrots."
"I think she got attached."
"Carrots."
"I think she got attached."
"She
does that," the snake drolled with a languid toss of the head.
"Don't
be so aloof." The mouse's whiskers twitched, "You've gotten attached
to them before."
"That
was an exception," came the retort, though the snake's demeanor had
softened, the head lolling down a bit.
"She
was a good girl," the mouse sighed wistfully.
"She
was. That existence ended before I could know. Did she..."
"She
did. Two, in fact. Boys, both of them. She called them Connor and Liam."
The mouse paused in quiet thought. "They had the bright ginger head of
hair you bore."
"That
was a pleasant existence." The snake curled its tail gently over its body
in idle thought. "Though, do you remember..."
"Of
course." The mouse flicked its delicate tail in agitation. With the rapid
exchange of thoughts, there was very little one thought of without the other
bringing to mind when in close proximity. "Don't bring it up."
"There
is some dignity in being a horse!" the snake proclaimed.
"There
isn't." The mouse was stern.
"Don't
be so resentful. There is nothing to be gleaned from that mindset. Remember, I
was merely a paid sword in that war. What was it called again?" The snake
trailed off in thought. "The one where I..."
"The
Battle of Agincourt," the mouse recollected immediately.
"That
whole war was futile," the snake scoffed. "Though, aren't they all?
Why is it that their kind is always waging them?"
"That
is their way," he responded solemnly. "There is good to them
too." The mouse paused, raising a tiny hand to smooth at the ruffed white
fur of its cheek, as his mind wandered in reminiscence. "I stood vigil
three days and two nights over what was your body. Shooing away the carrion
feeders with lashes of my tail and nudges from my head. Until you were
collected."
In the
mouse's vision, the snake gave off another gentle pulse of light, an exchange
of multi-faceted and profound wordless meaning for their kind. To put it into
words would be a disservice to the depth of it, but it was rooted in affection.
"Yesss
grandma, I'll be there at 8," Gwen's voice came down the hallway from the
kitchen. She half-tripped, half-leaned against the wall, pulling on the
slingback shoe that matched the one on her other foot. A voice squawked from the small phone held
against her ear.
Gwen's
grandmother was a relic from a bygone era. "Girls as pretty and clever as
you shouldn't be without a husband at twenty-eight," she'd said in one way
or another more times than Gwen could count. Gwen had given up on trying to
explain to her that she enjoyed her privacy and liked living alone, even if it
meant working two jobs.
Gwen
moved through the living room, flipping up a couch cushion to search for her
keys, and pulling her purse off the hook by the door. "Look grandma, I'm
sorry, I just can't promise anything."
Whatever
was squawked through the phone next was unheard to Gwen, as she paused in her
step, motionless, staring at Arthur's tank. There was Arthur, spread into a
lazy coil before the flat sun rock. And the mouse, untouched, calm and exposed
on the rock. Both of them seemed to ignore her. She blinked a few times in
rapid succession, a deer in the headlights, before shaking her head and moving
towards the door. "Sorry, what? Mm-hmm, yes, I'm listening," she assured
into the phone, slamming the apartment door behind her.
The key
turning in the lock was a distant rattle, before her footsteps faded down the
apartment building's hallway. The apartment was dim and quiet around the pair.
And distantly, there was the sound of life. The rolling of tires on tarmac, the
shuffling of feet, the faint whine of a television.
"How
long do you think it will be? Before we may return to the Aether," the
mouse sighed, a little wistfully.
"You
know the answer to that. Until this world ends. Before that happens, it is our
duty to remain and to observe."
"So
many lifetimes have passed..."
"They are but a heartbeat, a sigh, in the totality of our time," the snake said, both reprimanding and consoling.
"They are but a heartbeat, a sigh, in the totality of our time," the snake said, both reprimanding and consoling.
"No
doubt the world will end soon. And we may return."
"I
wouldn't be so sure," the snake said with bemused flicker of the tongue,
"they are a clever species. And as you said, there is good to them
yet." The snake turned its back on the mouse and slithered towards the
hollowed log, one of the only areas of shade in the cage. Elsewhere, the lamp
beat down a constant wave of unrelenting heat, their own personal sun in their
microcosm of the tank. "Come. That space is too warm for your body."
The
mouse followed off the rock, agile little limbs carrying it into the shade of
the hollow space. There, it crept close towards the coils of the snake.
"Do
you think she'll let us remain together?" the mouse said, resting its head
against a coil, eyes growing drowsy, the sensation of scale on fur both soft
and soothing in the shade.
"She
will," the snake murmured with confidence, gently draping her body around
the mouse.
"Good
to them yet," the mouse said with a yawn.
[This piece comes from the English Department’s creative writing course (ENG238)]
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